i didn’t take these… just to show you. i’ll post my crummy pictures later when i upload them :]

earlier this after noon.. when i woke up.. i was bombarded by text messages and voice mails saying FIRE.. OMG FIRE

later this evening:
OMG FIRES.. YOU WERE SERIOUS!?

i was GOING to go see the pharmacy at their show tonight..
but I5 was closed all day and i knew that traffic would be a “clusterfuck” if i tried to go to downtown LA…

and in other news… everyone here calls it “the five” weird..

+ 1 skunk
+ 1 dead racoon
+ DOGS!! there are so many sweeeet dogs here!

in other news…
i finished my homework at 5AM yesterday
so i worked a little bit on my site here. if you look at the WORK section, i’ve actually started to make USE of this site! yay!

<3

Lila

so halloween happened last weekend
i didn’t have a camera
but a photo student did…

in essence, this is where i learn:

i’m hoping to post what i’ve been making soon as well!

another weird dream during my nap just now.

i don’t remember much but i remember that i was in the dorms, and they were haunted and my roomate was in ojai (true, she left al ittle bit ago).

IM DOING FINE MOM AND DAD

it’s just weird, this surge of weird dreams.

i JUST woke up 5 minutes ago from another totally weird ass dream. it was also based on true anxieties that still don’t really matter like the last one (gas, car) only still just totally rediculous.

i was living in the dorms in my dream, only all the other dorm room mates that were in the building were all my favorite duo bands, namely crystal castles. but that wasn’t my anxiety, are you ready?

in my dream, bah sent me Shadow, Bomag and i had already gotten another cat. so i get to my room at 12AM in my dream with a graphic design class at 9 (anxiety particular to today since i do have a graphic design class at 9) and the next thing i know, i’ve been playing with the cats until 3AM and i know i wont wake up to the alarm for the class and i can’t pull an all nighter and sit through a four hour critique. luckily, in my dream as soon as i realized how fucked i was as far as getting up for class, my REAL alarm went off and i hit snooze only 3 beeps after it went off.

i think it’s just me waking myself up to go to the bathroom or something, otherwise i have no idea why i’m having all these dreams!!! jeez!

so i turned in my writing arts paper this mornign and said i wouldn’t be in class because i was feelign sick. -true.

so i started to sleep… around 12 my guess is.. i woke up at 1:22 because of weird nightmares. i thought maybe it’s like my dad’s anxiety dreams sometimes because i’m sick. but anyway, i have to write it down cos i don’t want to forget it. wish i didn’t have it, but i dn’t want to forget it.

so i was going with this guy and a few other friends to a pharmacy somewhere in the suburbs in my car which is almost out of gas. so we get there to buy this miricle drug for women. we get it, sketchily, and one of the pharmacists is acting weird like she won’t let us leave. and we discover that this drug kills people and it’s a big scam. so she starts trying to poison the whole store, like spraying poison in the vents outside. then we rush outside after a lot of sneaking. and the guy in my car, suddenly he’s surrounded by the xfiles theme song and scully is in the car with him. he turns on my car and these little purple lightning zaps are all over thecar like right out of a movie but he drives away and i think he’s ok. and the girl gets caught but she’s like.. .”I’LL GET YOU!”

anyway, i woke up feeling really anxious and weird. so i drank some water and came to the studio. i’ve felt this wierd all week, with the fire, then iw atched cloverfield and felt like the world was ending. all like.. fantastical anxieties, but idk, i thought i’d mention it. super weird.

love everyone!

Lila

second fire, the first was along the road on the way down to california,
BUT THSI ONE IS RIGHT OVER THE HILL!!!!!!!

best picture:

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firs thing is first. i went to the norton simon on friday, and then we went to the cheesecake factory. here are some pictures (first one is when i visited sarah a few days ago.

(above: becky and sue)

(andelee, andrea, and dasom)

they borrowed the camera to take my picture… buhhhhh

but to the title.

im in the maclab because my monitor shift falls between 3pm-8pm on sundays (loonnnnnggg days). but i love this school because i walked outside to the courtyard right outside the maclab, and ofcourse, there are three guys just playing the sweetest experimental music… it’s so cool. it’s kind of like lark camp 24/7 here… i go to a class, i leave the class and i am bombarded with hella music and people that i love. jaodijfoajsdofjaosdjfosofjosdifjosidjf stoked.

it’s been going on for like.. 3 hours now. i love this. i recorded a little on my phone, if i ever get a signal, i’ll post it on here. aodsfjoaisdjfo

montage of our second official critique a few weeks ago

today was fine, right?
tonight i was shivering it was so cold.

probably more later, i just had to say how chills-mcgills it was. no one under stands “chills-mcgills” but everyone here thinks that it’s freakin chilly. jeeeez.

went to the norton simon foundation museum today, kinda cool, hw aside. yayaayayayay driving all day every day lol. <3